i am a heartless, selfish bitch

... because I'm doing what it is going to take for me to be happy.

Furthermore, it is being spread around that I'm 'crazy', 'bipolar', 'freaking out', and generally a horrible person.

It's too bad, because it never had to be this way. It doesn't really matter what the people who have been told this think of me, because they will never have any influence on my life - and they must realize there are two sides to every story.

But it's a sad, sad day when someone can be accused of having a mental disorder simply because she was 'excessively sad' for a period of time after her best friend committed suicide.

A sad, sad day when someone can be accused of having a mental disorder simply because she is upset about an abortion that happened 9 months ago (even more upset when someone makes a gesture the day her babies would have been due).

It is sad, when people say things in the heat of the moment and burn bridges they will never be able to rebuild. Saying things you will regret down the road, things that drive the people you love further and further away.

It is a sad, sad day indeed.